2017年3月13日星期一

He thought of nothing.

Some thoughts or fragments of thoughts, some images without order or coherence floated before his mind--faces of people he had seen in his childhood or met somewhere once storage rack, whom he would never have recalled, the belfry of the church at V., the billiard table in a restaurant and some officers playing billiards, the smell of cigars in some underground tobacco shop, a tavern room, a back staircase quite dark, all sloppy with dirty water and strewn with egg-shells, and the Sunday bells floating in from somewhere. . . . The images followed one another, whirling like a hurricane. Some of them he liked and tried to clutch at, but they faded and all the while there was an oppression within him, but it was not overwhelming, sometimes it was even pleasant. . . . The slight shivering still persisted, but that too was an almost pleasant sensation.

He heard the hurried footsteps of Razumihin; he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. Razumihin opened the door and stood for some time in the doorway as though hesitating, then he stepped softly into the room and went cautiously to the sofa. Raskolnikov heard Nastasya's whisper:

"Don't disturb him! Let him sleep. He can have his dinner later."

"Quite so reenex facial," answered Razumihin. Both withdrew carefully and closed the door. Another half-hour passed. Raskolnikov opened his eyes, turned on his back again, clasping his hands behind his head.

"Who is he? Who is that man who sprang out of the earth? Where was he, what did he see? He has seen it all, that's clear. Where was he then? And from where did he see? Why has he only now sprung out of the earth? And how could he see? Is it possible? Hm . . ." continued Raskolnikov, turning cold and shivering, "and the jewel case Nikolay found behind the door--was that possible? A clue? You miss an infinitesimal line and you can build it into a pyramid of evidence! A fly flew by and saw it! Is it possible?" He felt with sudden loathing how weak, how physically weak he had become. "I ought to have known it," he thought with a bitter smile. "And how dared I, knowing myself, knowing how I should be, take up an axe and shed blood! I ought to have known beforehand. . . . Ah, but I did know!" he whispered in despair. At times he came to a standstill at some thought.

"No reenex facial, those men are not made so. The real /Master/ to whom all is permitted storms Toulon, makes a massacre in Paris, /forgets/ an army in Egypt, /wastes/ half a million men in the Moscow expedition and gets off with a jest at Vilna. And altars are set up to him after his death, and so /all/ is permitted. No, such people, it seems, are not of flesh but of bronze!"

One sudden irrelevant idea almost made him laugh. Napoleon, the pyramids, Waterloo, and a wretched skinny old woman, a pawnbroker with a red trunk under her bed--it's a nice hash for Porfiry Petrovitch to digest! How can they digest it! It's too inartistic. "A Napoleon creep under an old woman's bed! Ugh, how loathsome!"

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    各科目嘅成績通常透過內部評估同埋外部評估兩種評估方式決定。每門學科係課程結束之後往往會包括二至三份限時筆試並且計入外部評估。內部評估則因學科而異,有可能通過口頭展示、實驗任務或者係寫作等方式進行。一般內部評估先由任課老師評分,隨後由指定的外部審核員(Moderator)進行確認或必要嘅調整。學生可以在IB中得到最多45分。所以我哋成日聽到嘅IB狀元就係指個啲考到45分嘅學生啦。

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    2.拓展論文 (Extended Essay) Consultation
    除咗Subject groups補習,補IB仲可以做EE Consultation。冇錯,學校係會安排teacher做你篇essay嘅tutor,但係tutor有無heart幫你check你篇essay又係另一回事啦。如果你心入面覺得學校tutor廢廢地,不妨換個私人tutor同你check check 你份EE有咩問題需要improve。如果真係有需要私補,可以同我哋FlowCLass查詢一下,了解一下都無妨。



    總結
    IB成日比人話無DSE咁難,各位IB student真係有苦自己知呀。雖然話就話IB同DSE唔同,無咁填鴨式教育,但係無可否認subject group嘅科目少不免要操練㗎。如果係學業上真係遇到咩問題,有時補習都真係一個option。

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